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FORMAT STOLEN FROM KIRA and then modified a bit. COMMENT WITH YOUR CHARACTER'S NAME AND I WILL GIVE YOU:

1. CR SCORES (0-10; anything above 0 means there is SOME. so 1 like is still 'likes a little tiny bit')
Likes:
Trusts:
Admires:
Gets Along With:
Dislikes:
Envies:
Empathizes with:

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s) (AKA which of your characters' expressions spark joy)
3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is
4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character
5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character
6. How at ease he is teasing your character

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Kalim and Akito ☆♪

i'll do scores and stuff obvs i just wanted to comment before i forgot

KALIM:

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 10
Trusts: 9
Admires: 8
Gets Along With: 9
Dislikes: 1
Envies: 2
Empathizes with: 3 (mostly Jamil apologism)

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

smile... bright...

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
WORLD HARD AND COLD, KALIM SOFT AND WARM. someone full of love and light and stupidity. a person who will always try to look on the bright side and give other people second chances and the benefit of the doubt. this is a separate trait from the idiocy trait. he wants to help and just needs a little guidance to actually be helpful sometimes

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, about as informal as Yuki gets. HE HAS PROBABLY EVEN CALLED KALIM OMAE A COUPLE TIMES though he still mostly refers to him with his name

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
yes

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
he wouldn't feel like it would go badly, but he doesn't tease Kalim much because he doesn't really think he could get Kalim to fluster. because he's comfortable with him he does still hassle him a bit anyway, like gentle head knocks

AKITO:

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 2
Trusts: 2
Admires: 3
Gets Along With: 1
Dislikes: 10
Envies: 4
Empathizes with: 8

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

listen

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
sad, lonely, powerful but not even aware of it.

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
I need to go look up canon to answer this

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
jokingly smacking Akito around is absolutely out of the question. affectionate touch is a complicated minefield bc on one hand it terrifies him and makes him feel trapped, and on the other hand he desperately wants to cling to it. if he and Akito could just cuddle and not talk all the time that would be a great upgrade to their whole relationship in Yuki's personal opinion that he would never admit to out loud. that said I think he'd find handholding at a normal distance with Akito to be weird. they need to be fully draped on each other or one of them has to be bodily wrapped around the other's limb or else it feels like they entered some bizarre alternate dimension where they're not Sohmas or something

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
NOT EVEN SLIGHTLY.

give me the scores

Edited 2023-03-06 01:57 (UTC)

Likes: 10
Trusts: 10
Admires: 8
Gets Along With: 10
Dislikes: 0
Envies: 3
Empathizes with: 1

2. favorite icon(s)

yuki Soff he wants yuki to laugh and smile so much u_u
(note: it was so hard to not link icons that make Me personally happy why am i not playing any masochists why is my life so hard)

3. brief general impression of the sort of person your character is
Yuki is very hard working and considerate and he seems to have endless patience, especially with Kalim (the hitting him thing doesn't count). He thinks that Yuki tries very hard to think about how to talk to other people, and he really admires that about him and also is a bit envious because even though he also tries he doesn't ever seem to get it right. He knows that Yuki has anger problems but honestly like. That's valid. You haven't overblotted yet so it's fine. So he really thinks of Yuki as very soft and warm and comfortable as a person.

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character
im skipping this one because i dont know as much about honorifics and stuff and i'm.... actually not sure that kalim uses them in general??? i'd have to look it up. i don't remember u_u but he's very informal and comfortable with yuki.

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character
i will also just say yes

6. How at ease he is teasing your character
I'M NOT SURE KALIM KNOWS HOW TO TEASE PEOPLE.....................

akito later,

NNK!

And then prolly Ember acquaintance and Kennedy... impressions?

I will work on NNK => Yuki but it will take me a while prolly...

NNK:

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 9
Trusts: 8
Admires: 4
Gets Along With: 10
Dislikes: 1
Envies: 0 :')
Empathizes with: 8

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

lov

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
interested in people and a good listener, but also likes to mess with people. VERY. VERY DEVOTED. WILL KILL AND DIE FOR YOU. someone who doesn't have the framework for how emotions or relationships are 'supposed' to go; someone broken down to a point Yuki can't fully comprehend

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, informal; even when sometimes the way he phrases things and picks his words gets really delicate, he's still using a more informal mode of speech. he only refers to nnk by name and never uses any 'you' pronoun

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
he can't be casually violent with nnk he's afraid he would fucking murder him by accident. physical affection though: extremely

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
HOW IS NNK EASIER TO TEASE THAN KALIM. he does have some hesitations about it a lot of the time, like if nnk will be in a headspace for it to actually come across or not. but he does like teasing him sometimes, so sort of middling level at ease

EMBER:

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 7
Trusts: 4
Admires: 2
Gets Along With: 6
Dislikes: 3
Envies: 3
Empathizes with: 0

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

look

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
a degenerate. MORE RELIABLE AND INVESTED THAN THEY THINK THEY ARE... also not as stupid as they try to be. but still pretty stupid

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, very informal, HE MIGHT CALL EMBER OMAE SOMETIMES TBH EVEN THOUGH HE ALSO STILL USES -SAN

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
with affection: not at all, he would die. with slapstick violence: very

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
if not for the Akito awkwardness, extremely

KENNEDY:

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 5
Trusts: 5
Admires: 2
Gets Along With: 7
Dislikes: 0
Envies: 0
Empathizes with: 1

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
a nervous person who thinks through her words a lot before she speaks and is considerate of others. he's not sure how much she's actually shy since she seems willing to put herself out there, but maybe she's just shy and powering through it. that's pretty cool

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
boku, only refers to her with Kennedy-san, somewhat polite mode of speech. not completely formal either still

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
because Kennedy is a girl he both absolutely does not want to smack her around and also is instinctively nervous about getting too close in general. he theoretically knows hugs aren't dangerous specifically with Kennedy but it has never sunk in. if they both are not making any particular sudden movements he would be comfy with like a handshake or handholding

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
no...

Likes: 10
Trusts: 10
Admires: 2
Gets Along With: 9
Dislikes: 0
Envies: 0
Empathizes with: 0

Empathizes is funny bc he really just cannot empathize well because he lacks awareness :^)

2. I'm also sorry that he likes all of Yuki's face because he's a psycho.

3. L O V E
4. n/a
5. down to clown with everything
6. 7/10

LIKES ALL OF YUKI'S FACES... THANKS NNK

ZWEI i can make you do echo later after i've returned it

ZWEIII

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 10
Trusts: 10
Admires: 7
Gets Along With: 10
Dislikes: 0
Envies: 0
Empathizes with: 9

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

and the number 1

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
shy and fearful and adjusting to being around people normally for the first time, and overcompensates to keep people seeing her as vulnerable, either defensively with aggression and violence or by showing off to prove she has value. emotional and passionate and wears her heart on her sleeve. pure of heart and dumb of ass. doing her best

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, mostly informal. he mostly just calls her Zwei but I think maybe... he may call her omae a bit from time to time... in an affectionate intimate way, not a 'you fucking donkey' way the way uses it with like Kalim or Jesper,

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
HE WANTS TO HUG HER SOOO BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

honestly he would let her rat him in private almost any time. it might almost be worth it. he wants to hug her so bad. he'll accept kisses and handholding and leaning on each other instead. he is ok with a little bit of being rough with her too, to the point of like ruffling her hair or tugging it a little or play grappling a little, but he wouldn't smack her even as a joke

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
yes.

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 10
Trusts: 10
Admires: 10
Gets Along With: 10 (maybe it should be a 9 because the thing she does in question 4 but it's the heart that makes this count)
Dislikes: 0
Envies: 4
Empathizes with: 7

ETA: i googled and found that envy tends to be grudging, but none of her envying has any negatives association, IT'S MORE LIKE SIMPLY COVETING I GUESS?? i had to clarify this jic because i struggle to use the right words on a daily basis-

2. THE ICONS THAT SPARK ZWEI'S JOY:

the answer is all of them tbh

3. Zwei's general impression of Yuki as a person:
someone with a similarly shitty past, who she appreciates relating to even if it's different; patient, thoughtful, and slightly bully (affectionate;) places a lot of value in the simple things in life; miles ahead of her in people skills/life/relationships/etc, with a sense of "originality," all of which she envies (like how he decided to start his gardens of his own accord without needing a push from anyone else, and how quickly he connects with other people.)

4. i'm answering this as THE WAY ZWEI SPEAKS/ACTS WITH YUKI IN SPECIFIC:
Zwei uses "boku" with him... but she uses that with everyone, so that's nothing i'm sorry. There's this cheeky/cocky attitude she tends to get with most other people, that I don't think comes up when she's with Yuki (her playfulness with him is different!! it has fondness.) OVERALL FAR MORE EASYGOING WITH HIM THAN MOST OTHER PEOPLE, and when they're discussing things that confuse or disinterest her (LIKE THE RECENT FRIEND SUBJECT THAT SHE BROUGHT UP LMAO) she makes more pikafaces and gets significantly more curt in her responses, but tries to keep engaging out of politeness even though she's probably obvious because she really likes him (whereas with most other people she's way more likely to brush any uninteresting subject off or turn into a cheeky brat) and it's a cute detail i think about.

5. How at ease Zwei is with any kind of physicality with Yuki:
SHE WANTS TO HUG HIM AND EVEN INITIATE MORE TOUCHING HERSELF but it's that one part shyness and one part putting it off-limits because she's nervous she might accidentally ratify him (even though That itself doesn't bother her, BUT IT'S HIS TABOO AND HE GETS MORE WHEEZEY!! it feels Bad.) as soon as she's able to hug him please expect her to launch herself at him frequently, prayerhands.

6. How at ease Zwei is teasing Yuki:
in THEORY? mostly at ease. in PRACTICE? very bad at it, partic at finding the right opportunity, even though she has been wanting to take any chance to catch him off-guard ever since the diamonds game.

AND NEXT TIME ECHO IF YOU FEEL UP TO IT!!

Edited 2023-03-06 06:55 (UTC)

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 10
Trusts: 8
Admires: 8
Gets Along With: 9
Dislikes: 0
Envies: 0
Empathizes with: 7

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
smart, observant, incredibly attentive to other people. straightforward but a little dishonest. proactive and motivated and caring, still struggling to value herself

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, mostly informal, calls her Echo only no you pronoun

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
I think he would be ok with very gently flicking or bopping her, and he's fine with patting her head or shoulder, but he'd be more shy with anything more solid (ex hugging or handholding) tho he would still be up for hugging her under certain circumstances

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
IT WAS HIGHER BEFORE... sometimes he feels like they're getting more distant so he's a little less sure now. he's also not often inclined to tease Echo though even though he doesn't have that much nervousness about it

slams in here

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 10
Trusts: 9
Admires: 5
Gets Along With: 10
Dislikes: 0
Envies: 0
Empathizes with: 5

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

but he is also deeply weak to

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
straightforward and upfront. practicality-focused, a little paranoid and afraid of closeness or vulnerability, wants to be seen as useful and valuable, but also someone who fundamentally wants to help and understand other people.

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, not super polite but not completely informal, calls her by name only with no 'you' pronoun.

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
he mostly thinks SHE wouldn't be at ease with it honestly which makes him a lot more reluctant. he mostly touches her in relatively unobtrusive ways like nudges and only because he's comfortable with her to the point that he forgets to stop himself tbh

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
a little... currently he mostly only does it in ways he feels he can pass off as having been genuine and not teasing. if he just hassled her without that fallback then he feels like it would probably turn into a really embarrassing conversation string of 'why did you do/say that. why do you express affection that way' he'd die

RETURN CATEGORIES THO U DON'T HAVE TO DO THE SAME ONES

angelfish / starfish / shirou / leona but with priority to starfish and leona

STARFISH AND LEONA FIRST

STARFISH:

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 8
Trusts: 9
Admires: 5
Gets Along With: 9
Dislikes: 1
Envies: 0
Empathizes with: 4

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

he does also like

but it's not a favorite because she makes it all the time. but it being a common nice expression also makes it comforting in a way

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
she,,, she's trying to help. she's doing her best.

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
boku, PRETTY FORMAL FOR HIM TBH, he even brings in desu/masu sometimes. no you pronoun, only Starfish-san

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
we are handholding or facetouching at all times now thanks

he would not hit Starfish ever if he has any say in it.

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
what would the point of trying to tease Starfish be.

LEONA:

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 1
Trusts: 3
Admires: 0
Gets Along With: 4
Dislikes: 7
Envies: 2
Empathizes with: 4

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

my only explanation is I feel like of the faces Yuki has seen so far this one makes him the least automatically annoyed

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
a spoiled disrespectful infant in the body of a grown man. has some ingrained sense of groupthink/loyalty, not actually completely self-serving, but too depressed to put himself too far out for anyone else's sake. he's trying but his trying sucks.

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, informal, Kingscholar. I think he actually uses a ruder overall mode of speech when he gets mad at Kalim or Jesper than he does with Leona though

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
,, no

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
also no.

give me the reverse and then I'll do the other two later

YUKI -> JAMIL AND ESTELLE

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 9
Trusts: 9
Admires: 7
Gets Along With: 10
Dislikes: 2
Envies: 6
Empathizes with: 7

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
so used to taking care of someone that it's etched into his bones. conscious of appearances in a way that makes him hesitant to show his real personality at first, in the same way Yuki is, but opens up and draws people to him more easily. smart but easy.

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, informal, usually Jamil but he might call him 'omae' sometimes when he's mad at him or when other people aren't around.

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
he does still overthink it sometimes, both on affection side and the smacking side, but he's getting increasingly relaxed about both

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
yes.

RETURN ME ON JAMIL AND THEN I'LL DO ESTELLE I am trying to get to everyone at least once

C: beta and yuki!

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 10
Trusts: 10
Admires: 6
Gets Along With: 10
Dislikes: 0
Envies: 1
Empathizes with: 10

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
easily overwhelmed because of her upbringing, but brave and bright and curious. in the midst of branching out and finding herself. wants to contribute and not just be coddled

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
ore, technically informal but the way he words things is really gentle. normally he would only use her name with no 'you' pronoun, but in the interim since he doesn't really want to use 'Beta' that much while she's thinking of changing it he may flip between that and 'kimi' sometimes.

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
he would never hit Beta literally ever. he would not even flick her forehead. otoh he would handhold her any time AND WOULD HUG HER ALL THE TIME TOO IF HE COULD!!!!

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
I am not sure the thought of teasing Beta has ever even occurred to him

beato and yukiii

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 3
Trusts: 0
Admires: 3
Gets Along With: 3??
Dislikes: 7
Envies: 2
Empathizes with: 2

2. Yuki's favorite icon(s):

also for whatever reason

3. Yuki's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is:
someone deeply wounded and unhappy who hurts and demeans others to feel better about herself. but she also seems to be trying, and he believes it's a sincere effort... so he wants to try to look past the first part, but he's still struggling with what to make of her otherwise, yet

4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Yuki uses with your character:
boku, more formal/polite than he is most of the time, switches between dictionary form and desu/masu form

5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character:
not at all.

6. How at ease he is teasing your character:
:') he actually kind of wants to sometimes but the answer is also "not at all"

1. CR SCORES
Likes: 1
Trusts: 2
Admires: 2
Gets Along With: 3????
Dislikes: 6
Envies: 7
Empathizes with: 4

2. Beato's favorite icon(s)

not a face she's had the chance to see from yuki, but one she would enjoy if she did
3. Beato's brief general impression of the sort of person your character is
honestly the most confusing person on a team of confusing people. is he just a normal guy? he seems a bit too fine with other teams getting violenced for that. also he is dating zwei. but he doesn't seem like a crazy magic person either?? so what's his deal???
4. Honorifics/pronouns/mode of speech Beato uses with your character
default haughty witch speak! warawa/sonata pronouns, no honorifics, speech patterns a mix of extremely formal/archaic and extremely rude/casual
5. How at ease he is with different kinds of physicality with your character
nope
6. How at ease he is teasing your character
she wouldn't even know where to start with him tbh

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